Greener Grass

Signs that someone is thinking about or is in fact cheating on you.

Sudden weight loss                        check
Working out                                  check
Buying new clothes                        check
More concerned with looks           check
Suddenly traveling with work more check
Tired and irritable at home             check
Spending more time at home
alone watching TV or doing other
projects  that don't include me       check


#1 reason I know J would never cheat on me.  ever.
I've threatened her with the children.   She knows that if she were to ever cheat or leave me
I would give her full custody of all 5 kids.  :)

aaaaah It's that little bit of security that helps me feel all warm and fuzzy and also helpse me sleep good at night.   Well that and the Nyquil.

We need some time alone together.   We are getting it next weekend.   1 whole night out and away from the kids.   I CAN'T WAIT !!!  More details to come.

Thanks for the concern on my last post.   I wrote it as a part of a series of hates and likes.   I suppose I should have started with the likes first :)    I am not suffering or sad.   I've lived with these feelings my whole life.   I'm now working through the process of where it began and how I can work on it so that Syd doesn't live with these same feelings.  
I know it can be done.   J rarely looks at this side of the mirror.   I am so jealous that she's not hung up on stuff like I am and proud to say she's helped me through a lot of it over the last 13 years.
Any ways.  Thanks for the concern and virtual hugs :)

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